DOYAI THE DREAMERS ARE HERE TO STAY

 CHAPTER ONE 

WHAT MADE ME SO ANGRY?

 

Well, it would take me twenty Fives years to answer that question.  I thought for a moment when I heard myself ask myself that, what seemed like a "stupid" question, I had to take some time a dig for that answer.  It would have to be the first thing, that correlates to the last thing I was concentrating on.

In the Book of Revelation, I clearly state that the "bridegroom" cometh.  How long did you think I would delay.  Twenty Five years is a long time to get to the poiint of anger, so it took equal to more time to get over the anger.  This is how it started:

 

I had been uneasy about college, so I decided to go home that summer and work, get some extra income and all.  I was going to be a senior that year and I was needing to get a few things for cosmetic appearances and wanted to continue helping Mama and Daddy out with the little one at hone.  The less they have to spend on me, the more they can spend on her.  Thought it was a pretty good plan.

 

Well, the summer ended bitterly.  My roommate/suitemate pulled a knife between us because I got drunk with a nother class mate to end the summer.  It was a nightmare.  So home I went and got a job working for Prudential Insurance.  My mother let me use her Oldsmobile, small little grey and burgandy car.  I did not have my own yet.  I was however, able to save and buy one, ten years old.  Cool!.  Well, that summer would have me to commit my first commandment sin, A-Adultery. 

The man kept calling and hanging up until I answered the phone.  A familiar voice and one I surely should not be afraid of or to speak with.  We would laugh and talk for hours about the bible and God and then one day the call went silent and all I heard was "Hey, how you?  When you gonna let me steal you?"  again a familiar voice but not a familiar or family tone.  A naive young girl, giggles and says "you so stupid@#" but he hears, come on over.  When did no stop being no.  "so stupid" does not sound like come over.  But, after many more conversations, the inevitable happened and there I was riding my bicycle to meet him around the corner.  Bike in trunk and a way we went to a school yard to sit and talk and then he made his move.  Treated me like a girl would treat me.  Not wanting to do anything but touch me, but had I lost my mind?  This was the only person who seemed to have gained my trust and respect, but will he respect me in the morning, I can say that now, I don't know what was going through my mind other than, "Is this really happening or am I dreaming?".  Some things are better left in a dream, but here I am telling you about it because I am living with the pain that this situation left me in.  Anger pure Anger.

As I sat in the doctors office today, I began to get angry again at yet another person that would sit in front of me and lie to me about something they know nothing about, because if they did, they would not have looked so sickly to me.  I explained to the doctors (two) that I was brought to the hospital the day after I stood up in church and confessed my sins.  A simple statement of fact about myself and the after shocks and affects would leave me angry, mad and disgusted embarressed and ashamed of the people who call them selves "christ like".

Now, in light of the many "priests", "coaches" and "pastors and so on....." who have been brought to their shame, there remains one who still goes too and fro seeking whom he may devour.  When I first met him, he was a wolf in sheep's garments.  Clothing had not been perfected as yet.  In a field did I find him.  Now he comes as the clergy who would dare preach of the ten commandments, yet always found the ways to tell and convince you that "whatever you did was between you and God" and correct he was but out of context did he speak.  It would build a wall between you and God to keep a secret.  A secret that could save a nation from years of heartache and pain.

This deciever would bed the girls from teenage years to living.  Somehow, this would be called "pedifial" in todays terms, is allowed to live and breath and be free from the wrath of God.  All God asked was a simple apology of "I was wrong" or "I am sorry for my stupidity".  But no, they await the next move that God is going to make.  Well this time, the move has been made and the truth shall set any person free from the guilt that keeps you walking with the shame of your past.  If you are reading this, then that means you are on top of the ground, that would be a place that one would want to stay.  On top of the ground.   "Eternal Life, a free gift, yet many tried to pay for it themselves".  Priceless!!!

 

 

 

 

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 The following Book has been written to inspire and explain the mind of a God.  In this reality of now, a clear image of a loving God has been portrayed through the written work of the Created  Creator.  Hard Copies can be distributed upon request.  Please feel free to send your request for a copy to, justtherightouch@gmail.com.  One hundred and twenty five pages of soul poured  from a heart of love, heartache and joy, great great joy.   Please help me to help someone else. Thank You for taking the time to visit.  We hope that you have been helped and if you don't know Jesus in the pardon of your sins, "Hello, Pleased to meet you is WJWSOD, (what Jesus would say or would do.)" 

 

The sinners prayer is always the first start, saying this with you: Heavenly Father, Come in to my heart, I repent of my sins, wash me clean, I Make you my Lord and Savior, In Jesus Name, Amen.

We believe because We said this, that you got born again and if you wanted eternal life when Jesus the Mother and Jesus the Father returned, then you have that through the Holy Ghost and all the rest.

Now, study Gods Word; (II Timothy 2:15) for your self and head on down to the Oasis of Love near you to hear a word from the God of All, Jesus Christ.

 

We gave all we had at the cross, all three of us and we have no more to give.  Your Free Will was the only thing that could save you, your life had already been written.  It was up to you to walk it out and if you have been through any tribulation, then you just might be the believer that you think you are.

Raptured happened over 15 years ago and set it all in stone.

 

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