ARE YOU A MEMBER OF CLUB TWO?
WHEN HE SAID, 'YOU ARE BI-POLAR AND WILL HAVE TO TAKE THESE MEDICATIONS THE REST OF YOUR LIFE", I RESPONDED, "YOU CRAZY". AT LEAST THAT'S WHAT I THOUGHT.
I HAVE ARGUED WITH THE MENTAL HEALTH SYSTEM FOR THE LAST TIME. THE DOCTOR FINALLY SAID, "YOU KNOW MEDICAL SCIENCE DOES NOT AGREE WITH YOU", I SAID, "YES I KNOW, WE HAVE BEEN ARGUING ABOUT THE SAME THING FOR OVER SEVENTEEN YEARS AND I AM DOG TIRED". NO MORE ARGUING WITH YOU DOCTORS, WHATEVER YOU SAY IS RIGHT FOR SOMEONE, BUT SOMETIMES YOU ARE WRONG ABOUT ME.
YOU REMEMBER THE X AND Y CHROMOSOMES, WELL SOMETIMES THEY ARGUE OVER WHO IS THE STRONGER ONE. THE Y AND THE X GET CONFUSED INTO THINKING THAT THEY ARE X AND Y. SOMETIMES THE X THINKS IT'S A Y AND SOMETIMES THE Y THINKS IT'S AN X. TO MASTER THIS CONFUSION, ONE MUST REMEMBER THAT WE ARE BOTH X AND Y, WE JUST NEED TO KNOW WHEN TO BE X AND Y AND WHEN NOT TO BE Y AND X.
THEY (MEDICAL SCIENCE) KEPT ASKING ME HOW MUCH MARYJANE I SMOKED. I KEPT TELLING THEM I DON'T KEEP COUNT, BUT IF I HAD IT EVERYDAY I WOULD SMOKE IT OR COOK WITH IT ON A REGULAR BASIS. YES GO GREEN, IT'S THE MOST NATURAL THING IN THE WORLD. BUT WHO AM I TO SAY THAT, BUT JUST ANOTHER DRUG ABUSER, RIGHT? WRONG!! I DON'T DO DRUGS DUMMY, WE CREATE THEM.
WELL, THANK YOU DOC. YOU WERE RIGHT. I HAD TWO SYSTEMS IN ME OUT OF ORDER, MY HEART AND MY HEAD. WHAT WAS TOLD TO ME LONG AGO AND WHAT I CAME TO UNDERSTAND WAS TWO SEPERATE YET EQUAL ISSUES. MY UNDERSTANDING WON OUT WITH ME AND I CAN ONLY SPEAK ABOUT MYSELF, REGARDING MYSELF TO MYSELF. IT DOES NOT MATTER WHAT YOU SAY ABOUT ME, BUT IT DOES MATTER WHAT YOU SAY ABOUT YOU.
SO, NOW ALL THAT I KNEW IS DEAD TO ME AND WHAT I KNOW IS ALIVE AND EMERGED AS A GREAT SYSTEM OF TWO PAULAS IN MY HEAD AND MY HEART!@
I'M BI-PAULA!!! LMAO
