DOYAI It Was The First Dream

The image that the Man Jesus was trying to protray to human kind was living forever in love.  Being the daughter of God was not a title removed of adversities, but the drama of life as declared by "a love gone wrong" is an old story that never gets better.  Until Now.

Your ways are not my ways and your thoughts do not match mine.  I suffered, for not only the children of the Resurrection, but for all who wanted to be children of mine. But, because,  they are the only ones who understood me, carried the Rainbow sign in their hearts, not just in their minds, worked out their souls salvation with fear and trembling and waited paitently for Mama to get home, they inherit the kingdom with grace and lots of love and joy.  G.A.Y. *God And You" people everywhere,  You have no idea the plans I have for you saith the Lord of Love and what I have dreamed for you. 

The first dream I had was to find a bride/groom to have and to hold forever.  This search left me with holding myself in myself.  A shallow opinion of God was that God did not need a wife or husband.  How could that be when that is the greatest gift created, a mate.  Well for me, non was found except for on the inside of me.  I found perfect understanding of myself in myself, but not around me. 

There were many who claimed to love, but maybe it was I who had to learn to love Me first.  Thought I couldn't love me any more than I did, which led me to understanding that only I loved Me.  Kind of funny though, must be a devine gift to love oneself so much as to end up alone.  Yet not completely along,  a Dog is Womans best friend as well.  The smaller the dog the more joy they bring, so I guess I did get what I was looking for, a mate and a lot of joy with that mate.  So, we good for now but I would prefer a male.

Do you believe in so called "fairy tales"?  I'm sure not anymore because you are a grownup right?    The Impossible Dream.  Really?  Have to wait and see if this Faith thing really works on Love too.

 

Simply put, God has been looking for a spouse.

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